"I'll be the first to admit that finding out the world isn't what you thought it was....can really fuck you up. He can't go back to not knowing he wasn't human. Expecting him to is asking the impossible. So I mean, there might still be feelings there. He clearly saved you. But that doesn't mean he can be that person anymore. He doesn't...."

Josh looks down. His voice grows quiet.

"He doesn't have a choice in what he is."

That's something he can understand all too well.

"It's...it doesn't mean your position doesn't suck though. Im sorry you lost what you had...Before."