Harrowheart (
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nexus_crossings2018-12-09 08:20 am
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It's Called Brand Loyalty
"So, I got a question..."
Asking today is Harrowheart, who's wandering the Nexus' Downtown district puffing away at cigarettes and stopping at holiday stalls up and down the major streets. He leans over now and then to consider the merchandise on display, pensively looking over the goods with his arms folded behind his back and his hands rubbing at his chin or scratching his sideburns. But he doesn't buy anything – not yet anyway.
"Should you change things about yourself to get what you really want outta life? Or should you always be the 'You' that comes most natural, and get whatcha get outta that?"
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"It would be remiss of me to say I've been though your situation, because I haven't, but I can relate to the circumstances. I'm living a reverse life, in fact. My past involved living a mediocre and unfulfilling life, but I was content having friends and family with me." She pauses, nervously tugging at the fabric of her tie once more. "I gained a power that changed everything, no longer was I weak, however I had no one in my life anymore."
She sighs, trying to look at Harrowheart directly, but nervously turns away. "It's hard because I don't know who I am anymore or who I should be. The best thing I can do is try to balance the two different aspects of my life. Try to find harmony in the chaos." Her eyes finally rest on the cigarette he's smoking, the closest she'll get to looking at him without panicking. "Just know that you're not alone in that battle."
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"You really feel like balance is somethin' a person like us can find? Can we spend half our days with folks around us lovin' us, wantin' us to succeed, while we spend the other half out there doin' worse things? Don't that just bring them down with us?"
He takes a deep drag from his smoke before he thinks to clarify, "Provided you're usin' your power the way I use mine, anyhow."
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As for his other question, despite how impossible it may seem, she nods her head yes. "We have to try and find the balance. Helping others is good, but if we suffer in exchange, then are we truly living life? However, I completely understand what you're saying about hurting others. It's just difficult living two parallel lives. I wish I had a better solution to offer, instead of a difficult conundrum to reflect upon."