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Azwel ([personal profile] lovesuwithknives) wrote in [community profile] nexus_crossings2018-12-29 06:09 pm

The Most Unconventional Of Therapies.

Looking for Azwel? Does he owe you ten bucks? Have you got questions you need to ask him, like What was the 1500s like, or Hey, what's up with the gauntlets? or even just WHY?! he can be found in any number of places.

Maybe he's at the Crossroads Cafe, having a bite to eat on the off chance he remembers food is a thing he needs to put in his face once in a while.

Maybe he's wandering the Plaza, checking out everyone's booths and shops.

Maybe he's out in a wide open space, training his pokemon. Or training on his own, creating a blue-and-red light show of weapons made of energy whirling through the air.

Maybe he's in the library, reading whatever caught his eye that day.

Something's in the air, some kind of anticipation, and Azwel has grown restless, so he's working that out of his system in his own unconventional manner. And while his energy is nearly indefatigable even he needs a rest now and again. That's why, eventually he's sat on one of the Plaza's many sofas at some point.

He has a thoughtful look on his face for several beats before he speaks:

"I must admit to some obliviousness, but I've noticed a general feeling of heightened emotion around this time of year, completely different to what I've seen before. Is it typical?

Also, does anyone else have a restless feeling, like something's on the horizon but you don't know what it is?"

((OOC: Feel free to hit any of the prompts for some non-question-related stuff if you like!))
coldsong: (Chains)

[personal profile] coldsong 2019-01-13 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
Loki wants to protest that the essence of Chaos should not be rage and hatred. Chaos is just...itself. There is rage and joy in it in equal measures. Or maybe Loki is biased because it's very much his element. In any case, he listens to Azwel's explanation with his elbows on his knees, lips pressed into a thin line.

"Where I come from there were elements at the beginning of time. Elements or entities, or things that were both. After creation began, these elements became condensed into gems. The Infinity Stones. Each seems to have its own limited sentience, its own ability and power over some aspect of existence. One of them is the Mind Stone."

"I held it, for a short while. And I used it, at the behest of...an unpleasant employer. At the time I felt its power, felt it nipping at my psyche. I did not realize how deeply it had altered my memories until it was taken from me."

"The nature of these things, the sheer power, is both fascinating and abhorrent. To feel yourself being bent into the wrong shape over and over again, and yet to be unable to question the contortion. If you use yours without such ill effects, you are very fortunate."
coldsong: (Eyes closed)

[personal profile] coldsong 2019-01-13 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
Inconsistencies are what make a fandom go around.

"Two, actually," he says, with a lilt in his voice, almost cheerful. "For a short while, I held the Space Stone, as well."

"I am not sure whether I would rather be seen as villain or victim, friend. I was not myself. But that is of little comfort to those that suffered from my actions. It is in the nature of most sentient beings, when disaster befalls, to seek someone to blame."

"I don't...I do not object to anger and recrimination. I did what I did. People died. I cannot pretend I am not a killer. I only object to the dismissal of my point of view on the matter. I would be heard, and not have my torment be dismissed as a temper tantrum."