Thor Odinson, God of Thunder, King of Asgard (
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It's been some time since Thor has sought the Nexus for advice. Which is not to say that he's not a regular visitor, but he's felt relatively assured in his day-to-day life enough to feel that he has a good handle on what he's doing with himself, or at least that his struggles are routine and need little guidance to overcome. Today, apparently, this is not the case.
One might be forgiven for assuming the glass bottle in his hand is beer at first glance, but on closer inspection it seems to be a cream soda instead. It's not what he wants, but just having a drink in his hands seems to be a comfort, making it easier to think. The little picnic table is off to one side off the main Plaza, its benches warmed by the summer sun as it overlooks a small koi pond. Thor's one good eye stares through the glinting fish rather than watching them, lost in thought.
What's he supposed to do now?
Is this even a good idea? What happens once a few decades pass? What if he decides not to risk it, and she leaves? Should he even be seriously considering putting himself through this again? He doesn't even know his own heart yet, what if he ends up stringing her along without meaning to?
Those are the questions he keeps to himself, but there are more yet to ask. He picks at the soda label with his prosthetic fingers, metal lightly tapping against the glass.
"How do you realize when you're in love?" Not quite getting to the point, but Thor is honestly not even sure where to start on this one.
One might be forgiven for assuming the glass bottle in his hand is beer at first glance, but on closer inspection it seems to be a cream soda instead. It's not what he wants, but just having a drink in his hands seems to be a comfort, making it easier to think. The little picnic table is off to one side off the main Plaza, its benches warmed by the summer sun as it overlooks a small koi pond. Thor's one good eye stares through the glinting fish rather than watching them, lost in thought.
What's he supposed to do now?
Is this even a good idea? What happens once a few decades pass? What if he decides not to risk it, and she leaves? Should he even be seriously considering putting himself through this again? He doesn't even know his own heart yet, what if he ends up stringing her along without meaning to?
Those are the questions he keeps to himself, but there are more yet to ask. He picks at the soda label with his prosthetic fingers, metal lightly tapping against the glass.
"How do you realize when you're in love?" Not quite getting to the point, but Thor is honestly not even sure where to start on this one.
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"Have... Amelia and I been dating this entire time, then?"
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She reaches over to take Thor's hand in hers. And beams. "But now you both know how you feel about each other. You are already in the low heat of the relationship and have plenty of time to get used to the water. Together. As a couple."
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"This feels like trickery," he admits with a small, nervous smile. "Pretending we're not courting, I mean."
It's a very Loki idea to have, and Thor can't help but wonder if his brother has rubbed off on Harley, or if perhaps this is part of what drew them together in the first place. Like minds, and all that. Whatever the case, it's working well for them, and he can't help but wonder... why not try?
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"So just because other people might want to put terms on it. Like dating. Or courting."
"Push that aside and focus on what is important to you."
"Amelia is important to you. And you are important to her."
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He's quiet a moment, just thinking, rubbing his thumb against the back of Harley's hand in his grasp. "I don't want to lose her," he says at last, raising his eye to meet hers again. "Not just to time, but... if I do something wrong. If she runs. I want to do this right."
It's as much a declaration of intent as it is a realization for himself. Whatever the case, whatever the storms, he's committed to this course. Fear has stayed his hand before, and he fears for the future now. But unlike before, Thor is surprised at himself for his determination not to back down. Not on this. Too many opportunities have been lost for him to look away.
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"I think you have your answer to how you feel."
"Easy steps. You both have decided to take this journey together. It is your journey. And you have me as a cheerleader for both of you."
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He smiles at her, and gives her hands one more squeeze before letting go. "Right," he says, leaning back and running his hands through his hair, trying to center himself. His whole world's been turned upside down in short order, but at least this time it's the sort with a brighter future ahead. If he can do this right.