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Sam Winchester ([personal profile] lucifersvessel) wrote in [community profile] nexus_crossings2016-12-02 07:37 pm

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Sam is hanging out on a battered old couch at the Plaza with his laptop resting in his lap as he is doing some research or just doing some general reading. He slowly closes the laptop, and he places it on the arm of the couch and he slouches back into his seat. He takes a deep breath. "What's the strangest thing you've researched?" He asks with a smile forming on his face, and he then looks at the laptop. "Or the weirdest thing you stumbled across while reading."

He stretches out his long legs, and he rests his arm on the back of the couch. "And did you find the topic you read to be worth your time?" And he follows this up with a long yawn, and he then looks over to his empty coffee mug. It was a long night, and despite the smile on his face he looks tired and worn.

"And..." Sam's brow crinkles as he starts to forget what he was about to say. "...Man I could use a good day's sleep."
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[personal profile] brother_alone 2016-12-10 08:14 pm (UTC)(link)
"You...could say that."

Josh bites at his lower lip and averts his gaze to the ground, less excited to discuss it the more he thinks about it. Not so much the how, but. "I don't mind talkin' shop about how I did it. But...I'd rather not talk about why. The short version was a very thorough suicide note. The long version....is something I'm even less proud of."

He knows now, that it was a bad idea. Unfair. Cruel, even. He hadn't wanted to hurt anyone. Just prove a point. Just to show them what they'd done to his sisters. He'd gone overboard. He regrets a lot of things, from that night.

"Glad to hear it. I probably could have found someplace like that when I got here, but....I wasn't in the best of ways when I got here. Had a hard time trusting other people, at first."
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[personal profile] brother_alone 2016-12-18 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
"My dad's a huge special effects kinda guy. Hollywood type. And pigs are pretty standard as analogues for the human body. React pretty similarly under trauma and our insides look more or less the same. It took some trial and error to get a decent facsimile, but I was able to refer to a lot of his notes on it."

Talking Hollywood special effects was something Josh could do all day long. He's clearly got an interest in the subject. Though he trails off when Sam admits he can't go back to his own world.

"I can't either. Rather, if I could, the place it would send me back to would be a one way trip to death."
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[personal profile] brother_alone 2016-12-28 02:36 pm (UTC)(link)
"...Nnnot exactly."

He was trying to take after his father, not that Bob Washington ever gave a shit about what Josh did. Unless he was having a breakdown in public, tarnishing their name. He was more concerned with Josh not embarrassing them than he was interested in the work his only son could do. His parents barely looked at him after his sisters died.

"I mean, sorta. That's where I got the interest...you know. In movies and stuff."

Josh rubs at the back of his neck trying to brush off whatever it is he seemed so reluctant to talk about before.

"Like monsters, right?" His gaze is steady and so is his voice. Joshua has seen monsters. Real ones. "I didn't think those were real, but that's what's waiting back home. Wendigo."
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[personal profile] brother_alone 2017-01-01 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
Josh listens to Sam retell the tale. Looks like he does understand what they are. Josh had never believed in such things, even though his dad was huge into Native American lore and culture. Nothing out of the ordinary ever happened. Until...

Until the night his sisters vanished.

Still, he averts his gaze when Sam gives the offer. He doesn't know about the lodge blowing up or how the Wendigo inside were killed. But he does know one thing.

"...One of 'em. Is my sister. I can't...I could never..."