James Tiberius Kirk (
boldygoing) wrote in
nexus_crossings2017-07-13 10:43 am
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
Family Matters
There's a starship captain in the Plaza, sitting at an outdoor cafe style table which bears a half-consumed cup of coffee and a glowing, transparent datapad. Jim Kirk is not in uniform, clad in well-worn civilian clothes, though given that his shirt says PROPERTY OF STARFLEET ACADEMY in faded text, he's probably not trying to be covert. He's fairly focused on the datapad, and one might assume that he's catching up on reports or requisition forms during his off-hours if not for the quietly contemplative look on his face.
And, of course, the fact that he's chosen to take a break here rather than anywhere near Starfleet property.
His thoughts don't remain a mystery for long, as this does tend to be the place to go for advice, no matter how small the matter. "How's your relationship with your family? Have you ever tried to reconnect after spending years apart?"
There's an empty chair on the other side of the table. Feel free to have a seat, if you'd like.
[OOC: Tags don't seem to work, but dupes are okay!]
And, of course, the fact that he's chosen to take a break here rather than anywhere near Starfleet property.
His thoughts don't remain a mystery for long, as this does tend to be the place to go for advice, no matter how small the matter. "How's your relationship with your family? Have you ever tried to reconnect after spending years apart?"
There's an empty chair on the other side of the table. Feel free to have a seat, if you'd like.
[OOC: Tags don't seem to work, but dupes are okay!]
no subject
Jim nods, a little uneasy with the topic, himself. "Yeah. I wasn't able to be there for the trial or anything, but as far as I know, Khan isn't getting out again anytime soon." Assuming they can trust the very few people who know where the Augments' cryotubes are being held, but he's not going to say so out loud.
"I don't know how it works either," he admits. "I've also seen actual magic here so I'm mostly not trying too hard to figure it out." And he nods in response to her question. "She's been deployed on Columbia but she's coming back to Earth in two weeks, and since my apartment building got taken out by the last terrorist attack, I've been staying at our old house in Iowa, so I can't really avoid seeing her again." He's still not sure if he wants to.
no subject
Her relief upon hearing that the terrorist is locked away is short-lived when Jim reveals his name. There is a look on her face of pale worry that she cannot hide behind her cup of coffee. Shakily, she sets it down. "I, um... I don't know if anyone has told you this yet, but we had a Khan here, not that long ago. He disabled the AV field and went on a murdering spree looking for -- well, for his universe's version of you." She leans forward, her gaze intent despite the way her voice quavers. "And you're sure the Khan you know is locked away for good? There's no way of him getting out?"
The last thing the Nexus needs is another Khan hellbent on revenge.
"We don't have magic where I'm from... I kind of like that about the Nexus, though. It reminds me that I'm somewhere special." That's another blink -- she might have been making an assumption or two of Jim's mother. "She's also in Starfleet? That... sounds a little awkward, if you two don't talk."
no subject
After that, it's oddly mundane to be worrying about family problems. He fidgets with his coffee cup, needing something to do with his hands. Depending on her assumptions, she still might not be wrong. "How so?"
no subject
Once she sees how seriously he's taking the news, she relaxes her shoulders slightly and lowers her gaze. "Sorry... it's not something you probably wanted to hear." She struggles with her own fears of Cylons in the Nexus. She can easily imagine how he feels. "He only became truly dangerous after he acquired some sort of magic artifact..."
His question brings her gaze up once more. "Well, if you're both in the same organization, there's a chance of having to work together... or is Starfleet so huge that it never came up?"
no subject
Her question about Starfleet is a valid one, certainly. "It hasn't yet, but it could happen. I've only been out of the Academy for a little over a year, so we haven't crossed paths before now." And of course, now that he's thinking about that possibility, there's another thing that might be awkward. "I outrank her, too."
no subject
She lets out a quiet sigh and reaches for her cup. "It was the most destruction I've seen outside my own world. Khan was... furious. Relentless. And he had several soldiers with him, too."
The fact that he outranks his own mother surprises her, but it make sense that it would only add to the awkwardness between them. "Can I ask what happened? Was she a bad parent? Is that why you fell out of touch?"
no subject
The news that Khan had others with him is also a concerning one, and Jim frowns deeply. "Soldiers like him?" If so, no wonder Khan made such an impression on the people here. Dealing with just one Augment was hell, and there are seventy-three of them in total.
How to even begin to explain the mess that is Jim Kirk's home life? Might as well start with the part that literally everyone on his Earth knows. "My dad died the same day I was born. I guess looking at me's always been a reminder that I'm here and he's not, so once I was old enough to go to school, she took as many off-world assignments as Starfleet would give her, and left Sam and me on Earth." It's disappointing in retrospect to look back at the stupid things he did in his youth, as if he's suddenly world-wise at twenty-six, but a lot has changed in the last few years. "I acted out for attention and got in trouble a lot, and that just made things worse."
no subject
"Yes, about a dozen of them. They didn't do as much structural damage as he did, but they had weapons... I didn't see any of them, though. I stayed in the Plaza and helped the injured."
Her eyes widen in sympathy at the news. The Jim she knows must never have told her. "Oh, Jim... I'm so sorry... that must have been hard for your mom, but she shouldn't have abandoned you like that." That's not what a family does. She can't imagine one of her parents losing the other and then taking it out on her. "But," she adds hopefully, "Maybe she realizes that she was wrong, and that's why she got in touch with you."
no subject
Having grown up in a society where the shadow of his father's sacrifice has hung over him literally since the day he was born, it's still something of a novelty to run into people who've never heard the story. But he's slowly getting used to it. "Maybe," he concedes. "It's not entirely her fault; I ran off when I was a teenager. And she did send me messages once I enlisted and showed up in the public eye again. It's just... awkward." It's her word, but it's an apt one, so he uses it again.
no subject
"Yeah," she agrees quietly. Her thoughts turn to her own mother. She'd give anything to see her again, to talk to her one more time. "But... sometimes you have to push past that awkwardness, if you want to start healing."
no subject
As much as he doesn't like talking about his family issues, it's better than talking about Khan. "There's a lot to forgive and forget on both sides." He knows damn well he's not blameless in this, even if most of his shithead attitude came from the completely excusable immaturity of being an actual child at the time.
no subject
For the record, she doesn't look particularly happy about that. She'd rather justice was served in a more humane fashion. But with the remnants of humanity living in such tight quarters, the emphasis must be put on protecting the defenseless.
She smiles faintly. "It probably helps a little, going into it with an attitude like that instead of a chip on your shoulder." Shifting in her seat, she admits sheepishly, "I was, um... I never had any issues like that with my parents, but there is someone who... well, if he reached out to me, I'd have to do the same thing."
no subject
She's been more than gracious in her careful questioning of him, so he does his best to return the favor. "Mind if I ask what happened?"
no subject
She nods slowly in reluctant agreement. Better to limit his opportunity to escape, even if the concept of stasis remains foreign to her. "Our enemy... they're sentient robots, but in biological form. They're stronger than us, but not enough that... well, they're not on the same level as Khan. So far we haven't needed any, um... unconventional prisons."
It's only fair of him to ask. He's already told her so much... she's learned more about his personal life than the Jim she already considers a friend. She must have caught him at the right time. "I, uh... before the war started, I was very close to someone on my ship. He was a microbiologist, like me. A quiet guy. Serious, but he had a funny, very dry sense of humor once you got to know him."
A soft smile plays on her lips briefly. "He was so sweet to me... I was so happy. But. It turns out he was a-- a sleeper agent." She frowns and picks at the lid of her coffee cup. "It's... complicated, but I thought he had died until I ran into him again when we were under Occupation. He, um... he saved my life, but he wouldn't acknowledge that he knew me, either. He was so cold... and I wonder, sometimes, what sorts of things he's done during the war... if he's done anything that I can't forgive."
no subject
no subject
"Yeah... you could say that." She barely manages a wry smile, and even that is only possible because she's had over two years to deal with the trauma. "Each, um... each biological robot model has many copies, so all during the Occupation I'd see his face, but I never learned which one was him." Her grip tightens slightly on her cup. "When I finally saw him again, all I could think to ask was what happened to the man I knew... he didn't give me an answer."
no subject
no subject
She sighs and reaches for her coffee, taking a long sip. Dwelling on the past was like picking at a scab. If she kept poking at it, she was never going to heal.
"It's not likely that I'll see him again, but if I do, it'd be... gosh, so much baggage. I don't know if I'm ready to forgive him, or if he even can be forgiven. His model was known for being cold and unfeeling. I can't reconcile that with the man I knew, but the longer this way goes on, the less I know about anything."
no subject
no subject
Looks like there's some baggage on both sides. "Humans didn't give them biological forms, though. I don't know who's responsible for that. The Cylons never told us."
no subject
no subject
It's exhausting. A cycle of hate that doesn't seem to have an end. "I hope there's nothing like that in your universe."
no subject
no subject
no subject
"They're both societies that do the whole... warrior honor code thing, though they're pretty different. The Klingons treat combat and conflict like it's some kind of religious experience - really ritualized, lots of emphasis on glory in battle, that sort of thing. The Romulans tend to be more diplomatic and politicized, and there's a lot more to do about loyalty and family honor than personal acclaim."
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)