A reminder to not count your Earths before they've hatched.

[chiron_survivor]

It is not unusual to find Adia in the Plaza. She is there frequently enough, sitting in front of a Nexus terminal or fixing herself a cup of coffee. It is not even unusual to find her accompanied by pokémon. This time it's only one, a large bird that stands nearly as tall as she does. It stays close to her seat, keeping a watchful eye for suspicious characters.

What is unusual is the expression on her face.

Adia has come to the Nexus upset before, but this is different. All her nervous energy is gone, replaced with a washed-out, nearly lethargic appearance. She's holding a children's drawing in her hands, staring at it for long seconds before folding it along well-worn creases. She picks at a corner, staring into the distance, then unfolds it and starts the process all over again.

This goes on for several minutes until Bucky, wise bird that he is, gently nudges her with his beak. Coming back to herself, she blinks and looks around, remembering where she is.

"Something... something bad happened back home. A lot of people are... really upset. And losing hope. How do you come back from that?" She looks down at the picture and whispers, "How do you learn to hope again?"

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[rekindledtitan]

"Maybe it's time." Blaze turns her hand to grip Adia's gently. "Guess it would be pretty awkward if we got involved, but if we can do anything to help, we've got your back. Hell, there are human Guardians we could send your way if it comes to it."

She turns her attention to the picture (up to now noticed, but disregarded) when Adia does, but while she's still frowning in surprise at it Ghost looks up at Adia, down at the paper, and asks, "That's, um... sort of spooky. Is having visions a Cylon... ability?"

For now, leave aside the many questions around a human-Cylon hybrid (which might quickly get embarrassing anyway). It's easy for Ghost to understand what effect that glimmer of a promise - and this dousing disappointment - has for their friend. That's what matters most immediately, to both bots.

[chiron_survivor]

Looking down at their joined hands, she smiles wryly. "Considering how many Cylons are on board Galactica now, Commander Adama wouldn't have any room to balk at receiving help from you two. Thank you, Blaze. I appreciate it."

Her gaze drifts back to the picture briefly. "I don't know," she admits. "She's not even three years old... I mean, it's possible she overheard someone talk about him, but..."

But why would Hera draw them together? Under a yellow sun, standing on green grass? She had only known Caspar on her ship, and New Caprica's ground was always a dusty, muddy brown.

"There's, um... something else. I attended the party of a Nexus friend. His cousin is a seer, and he had a vision of Caspar and me in the Nexus." She sighs. "And then I got this drawing. It was hard not to... to at least, hope, a little bit, that I'd see him again and we'd somehow work things out."

[rekindledtitan]

Blaze keeps her hand wrapped over Adia's as she asks, a little awkwardly, "You, uh. Don't know if she's connected to the other Cylons? Subconsciously, maybe? Seems like that would've become pretty dangerous before now but it'd help explain things."

"That wouldn't explain the seer's vision," Ghost reminds her. Neither is going to question the validity of such visions. It's honestly one of the more familiar abilities they've heard about via the Nexus.

"Hnnh." Blaze sounds deeply dissatisfied. "Visions. They give you enough to set you speculating, never enough to tell you what you need to do to reach them. Maybe they're not untrue, but they're damned unhelpful."

[chiron_survivor]

"I don't know," she admits. "No one knows what a human-Cylon hybrid is capable of. But the Cylons aren't connected to one another, either. Not unless they consciously share their memories. Or die and resurrect..."

She pauses before adding slowly, "During the escape from New Caprica, Hera was kidnapped by the Cylons and lived with them for about a month." Could she have met Caspar? But how would such a young child remember an encounter like that?

"He said that visions aren't always set in stone, but he seemed so sure of himself, talking about him as if he had already met him.... he said that he was happy, because he was with me..." She gives Blaze a sad nod of agreement. "That's why I tried to put it out of my mind. Too much has happened for me to believe that he'll simply reappear in my life."

[rekindledtitan]

"Could've run into him, maybe? If I was in his place, I'd want to check in on the kid. Make sure they were treating her okay."

"...That is not what you would do."

"No, but I'd start with that. From what Adia's said I get the feeling Caspar isn't an explosive wrath kind of guy." He was probably programmed for sabotage. Blaze figures he might be into that subtlety thing. "Assuming he even had that kind of opportunity, though."

She squeezes Adia's hand carefully. "Wish I had a good answer for you. All I know is memory's a strange thing, visions are worse and war is the strangest thing of all. He might turn up out of the blue, but until and unless that happens you've got other people counting on you. People you can actually do something for."

[chiron_survivor]

A faint smile appears on her face at Ghost's statement, although it is short-lived. No, Blaze would have no doubt handled things differently than Caspar. "He wasn't like that," she agrees softly. "But I can't imagine him checking on Hera, either."

In fact, the longer it's been since she's seen him last, the harder it is for her to imagine him doing anything except keep his head down and stay out of trouble.

She gives her friend's hand a squeeze back, appreciative of the reminder that she isn't alone. "Yeah. That's what I'm trying to do." She frowns guiltily. "I don't know if coming here was the best use of my time, but I needed the advice."

[rekindledtitan]

Ghost gives Adia a bit of a sidelong look, almost questioning. Is she sure about that? But he's learned from dealing with Blaze that there are times not to press such questions.

"You've answered your own question then, huh?" Blaze chuckles and rises to her feet. "You get to lean on other people too, Adia. Like I said, if you need us all you have to do is call."

[chiron_survivor]

Don't look at her like that, Ghost. She can't keep giving her ex-boyfriend the benefit of the doubt, not when he's missed his chance to do the right thing. His last chance, quite possibly, now that resurrection is no longer an option.

"I told her about you," she tells her little robot friend. "In my Nexus story. I was trying to think of all the nice people I've met who wouldn't be scary to a small child." Who likely weren't scary to her, either, at first meeting.

She smiles up at Blaze, a little better off than when she first found her. "I guess so... thanks, both of you. If, um... if a new plan materializes, I'll let you know."

[rekindledtitan]

"Really? Me?" Ghost seems taken aback, but very pleasantly so. Most Guardians hope to become legends one day, but how many people ever tell stories about their Ghosts?

"Sounds like a great idea to me. Kids love you." Well, Tina does. Blaze generally avoids getting to know children, for her own reasons.

"Well, I... hope she liked the story." The little bot looks bashful, still at a bit of a loss for words, but really, he's going to be warming himself with that thought for months at least. "Thanks, Adia. It was nice of you to think of me for that."

Blaze chuckles at him, then winks at Adia. He's cute when he's flattered. "Go with the Light, Adia. And good luck."

[chiron_survivor]

"She did," Adia confirms. "She was telling her father about it for weeks." The only time she ever shared the secret of the Nexus, and it was to comfort a scared, sick little girl.

It never ceases to amaze her how much emotion a small bot with one "eye" can possess, and how similar those emotions often are to her own. She smiles softly at him and reaches out to pat one of his shiny points. "Anytime, Ghost." If only the Cylons had his heart, and Blaze's compassion. If only humans hadn't been such cruel masters. How different things would truly be.

"You too, Blaze. Thank you."