grantuseyes: (knees)
Micolash, Host of the Nightmare ([personal profile] grantuseyes) wrote in [community profile] nexus_crossings2017-10-12 07:51 pm

This Mortal Coil

Micolash is in the Nexus Plaza, thankfully looking cleaner and smelling better than the last time he'd been asking questions. The cage is still in place, of course; why would it not be? He even looks a little healthier! Not much, as his skin is still sallow and gaunt over angular bones and features. But at least not as unsteady and proportionally more alert as well.

He's not quick to ask a question, however. The scholar is instead on a sofa, long legs pulled up onto the seat with him and folded in front of him. The rest of the sofa, normally big enough to seat three, is piled with books. Easily two dozen, if not more. A glance at the covers that are visible will show a selection of possibly recognizable names: Erwin Schrödinger. Charles Hartshorne. René Descartes. David Ray Griffin. The one he has open on his knees right now is a collection of Thomas Aquinas' summae and related theories.

The scholar is content to immerse himself in this reading for hours on end, but eventually, he seems to recall where he is. And that he can ask questions if the fancy takes him.

"What do you think. Or believe. Happens after death?"

Getting RIGHT to the heavy stuff, it appears.
chiron_survivor: (hey i'm talking now)

[personal profile] chiron_survivor 2017-10-18 02:49 pm (UTC)(link)
She nods, pleased that they are thinking of the same person. Abysa is indeed very kind and patient for trying to help a man who is so recalcitrant to self-care. She's glad that Micolash acknowledges that, even if he seems more fascinated by the pale demon's lineage.

...fascinated by his reproductive anatomy, too. She frowns, not finding this an appropriate topic of conversation for a number of reasons. It's a topic that hits too close to home, anyway, as she thinks about her friend Shark and how he'd feel about having his own situation shared with complete strangers.

"Listen," she begins, before he can say anything else. "He showed himself to me and several other people in the Nexus because he was trying to get advice on taking care of you. Sharing personal information about him is not a nice way to repay his kindness." And speaking of that advice, she can't help but remember the demon mentioning some strange symptoms that give her a newfound suspicion of the man in front of her. "Are you really human? He seems to think you are. You aren't leading him on somehow, are you?"
chiron_survivor: (frak off)

[personal profile] chiron_survivor 2017-10-19 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
Nope, no, this is the opposite of what she wanted, even more babbling about Abysa's reproductive anatomy. He's talking about the demon as if he's a science experiment, or worse yet, a stepping stone to create some sort of breeding program for Great Ones. It roils her stomach, reminds her of stories she heard about Cylons who attempted to unlock the secrets of biological reproduction and how it could be used to further their own agenda.

The only thing that keeps her from being offended outright is the blatant confusion on the scholar's face. Could he really be that clueless?

"He's not a creature," she says finally, trying her best to keep her voice steady. "He's a sentient being. A person. And most people like to keep the nature of their reproductive anatomy private. They don't want to be talked about as if they're only worth the value of their parts." Her frown returns. "I think it'd really hurt his feelings if he knew that you were talking about him like this. He might be embarrassed, or upset that you didn't ask him first how he felt about sharing this information. I think it'd be a good idea if you kept your speculations to yourself from now on."

She puts a hand on Bucky protectively. His earlier remarks on her feathered friend's splendor suddenly don't sound so innocuous.

"I don't like to assume," she replies plainly. "Your friend said that you were bleeding explosively from the head and growing tentacles. He was concerned about it."
chiron_survivor: (mildly suspicious)

[personal profile] chiron_survivor 2017-10-19 01:42 pm (UTC)(link)
It gives her no pleasure to embarrass him, to have to lecture him on the ethics of friendship. Her heart beats a little harder in her chest from the spike of adrenaline she always feels when she gets into any sort of conflict. But someone needs to tell him that his behavior is inappropriate. She knows well enough what it's like to delve so deeply into your research that you can talk of little else. But she also know what happens when you let your obsessions override any sort of decency for others.

It isn't pretty. It isn't right. And that, more than his cage or strange mannerisms, is what truly disturbs her.

At least he seems to have absorbed the lesson enough to stop talking about people's genitals. And it is very hard not to feel sorry for the pathetic way he pouts over his human existence. She loses her frown, looking him over with a soft sigh.

"I've had plenty of failed experiments," she says kindly. "And lost data, besides. But even if we don't get what we had hoped for out of an experience, we can still learn something from it."

Not sure if it's worth asking, she pauses a moment, then says, "Whose tentacles are they, then?"
chiron_survivor: (you're kidding right?)

[personal profile] chiron_survivor 2017-10-20 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
Oddly enough, it's his whining that lets her shake off the last of her hard feelings. She's even trying to come up with something else she can say to help him end his pity party, but it seems like he is doing that himself by dropping the subject completely.

"Who is Ebrietas? Is she another Great One?" She doesn't understand why that means that the tentacles aren't his, and is about to ask another question, when he makes his offer to show her said tentacles.

Hmm. She looks him over, her mouth pinched with uncertainty. He's not the only scholar here, and she'd be lying to herself if she weren't at least a little curious about what it looks like...

"You can control it, right? You aren't going to start smacking books around or anything?" She can't remember if his friend told her that both the blood and tentacles are explosive, or only the blood. Her hand presses into Bucky's side. She has a feeling he's not going to like the display. "If you can do it safely, then okay."
chiron_survivor: (woobie eyes)

[personal profile] chiron_survivor 2017-10-20 12:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Adia watches him stand, wishing he'd step away from the couch as well to put more space between them. If he's going to grow tentacles out of his arm, better to do so while not being in range of any --

Holy frak!

Flinching, she shrinks back into her seat, watching the tentacles in awe and fear. Bucky has a similar reaction, puffing up in reminiscence of his earlier evolution. "It's okay, Bucky," she whispers, even if she isn't entirely sure that it is. How much control does Micolash really have over those slithering, slippery appendages?

She's never been afraid of snakes, or worms, but something about the sound they make as they writhe against one another makes her a little queasy. She can't stop staring at them, though. They're beautiful, in their own way, like a glimpse into another world.

...what's a polite way to tell someone that they can put their tentacles away? "They're remarkable," she says quietly. "I, um... I think I get the idea, thank you."
chiron_survivor: (you're kidding right?)

[personal profile] chiron_survivor 2017-10-22 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
"Nothing to be afraid of," she repeats, as if she's trying to puzzle out the punchline to a joke. She's grateful for the opportunity to have seen something so unusual, but it's a relief that it's over. "How are you able to do that? You said it was through someone's blessing?"

What kind of blessing could that possibly be?

"It concerned your friend," she remarks, absently smoothing down the feathers that are in a permanent poof around Bucky's neck. "But it doesn't seem to hurt you at all. What do you use them for? Self-defense?"
chiron_survivor: (woobie eyes)

[personal profile] chiron_survivor 2017-10-22 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, well that clears that up. What does he mean by choir? And why would a daughter of the Cosmos be abandoned? But before she can ask anything, he has his eyes closed and is concentrating on showing her something else.

She grips the arms of her chair instinctively. It's not going to be the explosive blood, is it? She can handle all sorts of things, but lots of blood, especially blood exploding from someone's head, nope, no thank you, she will get out her PINpoint and --

But it's not blood that pulls itself from his temple. Iinstead it's a... slug? A pale, glowing slug. And though she was completely unprepared for its appearance, its gentle arrival and almost playful way it climbs upon Micolash's head cage set her immediately at ease. Even Bucky seems to ease up on the hate glare a little.

"It's cute," she half-whispers, before blushing and clearing her throat. "I mean... it is marvelous. Does it talk to you at all? Can you touch it, or will your fingers pass through it?" Her own fingers stray from Bucky's feathers before she folds her hands neatly in her lap to avoid the temptation.

"He was concerned that it was a symptom of an illness," she murmurs, her gaze transfixed on the slug. It really is a strangely pleasant creature. She smiles a little at his comment. "You've never been tempted? That's because you aren't short... does that mean those tentacles are solid? How were they able to dissolve into mist?"
Edited (the broken italic! MY EYES) 2017-10-22 02:02 (UTC)
chiron_survivor: (a shy smile)

[personal profile] chiron_survivor 2017-10-22 01:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Surprised and a little honored that he would offer her the opportunity, she reaches out and very gently runs a finger down the slug's back, careful to avoid its eyestalks. She's surprised at how cold it is. Cold and tingly, like touching freshly fallen snow. And though her mind insists that the slug should feel slimy, its pale skin is as dry as a bone.

For a moment, she thinks of the sea and its salty breeze, of hordes of butterflies taking to the sky. She pets the slug one more time before setting her hands in her lap again. "How often do you let it out?" she asks, admiring its shimmering luminescence. "Does it still know what's going on, even when it's in your head?"

The gentle way Micolash handles the creature, combined with refreshingly normal response to her questions, put the disheveled scholar in a new light. She gives him a real, genuine smile, only pulling back a little when he speaks of shoving others away. She hasn't forgotten his talk of hunters, of those who would defile his Nightmare. Still, how bad are tentacles from another realm, really, if they can protect you and come with a little slug friend of your very own?

"It's a good thing you didn't lose your little friend after leaving the Nightmare," she comments thoughtfully. "You're not likely to be attacked here, though. There's an anti-violence field."
chiron_survivor: (Default)

[personal profile] chiron_survivor 2017-10-23 01:29 pm (UTC)(link)
His confession draws her gaze away from the slug and up to his face, her smile fading into a soft, sympathetic line. How frenetic must his thoughts be to drive out this otherworldly creature? She even feels a little guilty when he adds that he would have questioned whether it had even been real in the first place. She had assumed initially that his ramblings had been at least partly delusions... well, obviously he was telling the truth, at least in his own way...

Bucky, who had also been examining the slug, tilting its head to stare at it one eye at a time, lets out a soft croak of approval. This man is still creepy and weird and Adia should absolutely not be on friendly terms with him, but the tiny glowing gastrodon is all right.

His surprised question is met with surprise in turn. No one told him about the anti-violence field yet? "In the Nexus, there's a kind of forcefield that gets activated if someone tries to physically harm someone else. It's strongest here in the Plaza, a little spotty if you go out into the Wilds." And sometimes it fails spectacularly. With a somewhat pensive frown, she adds, "I wouldn't bet my life on it, but it does make things safer here than they would be otherwise."
chiron_survivor: (not sure about that)

[personal profile] chiron_survivor 2017-10-25 02:53 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not her place to judge, that's for sure. Although her suspicions that he kidnapped a baby are going to nag at her for a while, even as she seems rather comfortable now, looking back at the slug briefly and smiling.

She doesn't interrupt his audible musings, although there are a couple moments where she seems tempted to speak up, to redirect him from the path that his thoughts are taking him. Far be it from her to make assumptions of the true nature of the Nexus, but she's not sold on the idea that a Great One is responsible. How strange of him to ponder if violence could have been prevented in the Nightmare. Isn't that the point of of a nightmare? Maybe she's relying too heavily on its traditional definition.

"I don't know who are what maintains it, but it's likely a combination of advanced magic and technology... I don't know how a place like this would function without it, honestly. Many powerful people visit or live in the Nexus. It'd be a... a might makes right sort of place, if physical violence was acceptable."
chiron_survivor: (mildly suspicious)

[personal profile] chiron_survivor 2017-10-27 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
"And technology," she reminds him, unable to stay silent on that point. As for his question, she less quick to respond. "I, um... I wouldn't normally consider myself sensitive to magic, but..."

Her gaze drifts down to the slug, which is now disobeying the laws of gravity along with everything else. Adorable! She smiles at it again and says, "Your friend gives off a... a feeling of the sea. And... butterflies?" She looks up at him uncertainly. "Is that typical of Ebrietas' blessings?"

If only they could stay on that subject. His opinion of survival of the fittest makes her frown softly in disappointment, but she stays silent while he sorts through his books. She has not, in fact, heard of Rousseau. "Is he an Earth writer?" she asks, her curiosity returning. It's hard to say no to that hopeful expression. "Yes, please. Go ahead."
chiron_survivor: (thoughtful but hopeful)

I really hope you cut and pasted that. ;)

[personal profile] chiron_survivor 2017-10-27 04:12 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a relief to know that her impressions were spot-on, although she'll have to take his word on Ebrietas' beauty. "But they aren't water deities?" she asks, to clarify. It does seem rather fitting for Great Ones to be linked to the sea. Bodies of water are often associated with secrets and mysteries.

His mannerisms as he prepares to read, right down to the squinting and clearing of his throat, remind her so much of professors in her past that she forgets about the cage on his head and pays attention as if she were back in school, focusing on his words and trying to make sense of them. The writing is verbose, but Rousseau's line of thought is fairly straight-forward, and she follows along easily enough.

It's easy to see what kind of student she was back in college: eager, well-behaved, but a little shy when it becomes her turn to speak. "He, um, he's making a good argument against might making right. Just because you force others to follow your rules, it doesn't make those rules 'right'. Not if someone even stronger than you can come along and knock you off your pedestal."
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[personal profile] chiron_survivor 2017-10-28 02:43 pm (UTC)(link)
She shifts uneasily in her seat as she listens to his argument. She's heard this sort of thing before, usually from philosophy majors who are cutting their teeth on the concept of moral relativism. But it doesn't sit well with her, the idea that there is no "right", that the entire idea is some sort of get out of jail free card for those who wish to do whatever they want with impunity.

Combined with his earlier cluelessness on talking about people as if they are a collection of curious parts, and she really doesn't like where this conversation is going.

"There are other ways to measure morality. If it cannot be understood through the lens of obedience and enforcement, then try looking at it through the lens of society itself. How can a group of people live together in harmony if they don't treat one another with compassion and respect?" She pauses, glancing once at his collection of books. "Have you ever heard of the golden rule? 'Do unto others as you would have them do unto you?' That gets close to my views on morality, but I generally take it a step further. 'Treat others as they wish to be treated.' And I have yet to meet anyone who wishes to be treated badly, unless they have some underlying psychological problem."

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