+1 "Put That Thing Back Where It Came From Or So Help Me"

[nomoreroom]

So! This wasn't actually what he was expecting, when he opened the kitchen door today. He had an excellent venison burger sitting in the fridge, practically calling his name, but he opened the door to the Hotel kitchen, wouldn't you know it-

A completely alternate dimension. Well isn't that just a fine how do you do?

Now if he were a demon of more basic desires and concrete obvious goals, he'd have shut that door and kept trying it until he got his goddamn burger.

Clearly, though, that wasn't what happened.

Tall, that's what he was, way too tall to not stand out, all limbs and pointed fingers and jagged dagger smile, gleeful as he wandered about the plaza and no doubt scaring the children, if there happened to be any unfortunate enough to be there. Nosy thing too, deer-like ears swiveling this way and that to eavesdrop on any possible conversation in the immediate area.

And when he opened his mouth, the hiss and crackle of an old radio came out with a pop, that voice tinny, gleeful and disquieting.

"Good evenin' folks, fantastic night out, isn't it?

Now, I went about readin' your how to's and what do's and where go's and how so's, but I still got a question for you fine, lovely folks out there.

How many of you beautiful surface citizens came from somewhere a little further south? Don't be shy now, step right up."

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[brother_alone]

"Hey, bro. You mind moving those gazelle legs somewhere else? You're in the way."

Tired.

Joshua is so tired, these days. He's wearing his little delivery boy jacket with one of the local cafe's logos on the back of it. Holding a box of lunches he's supposed to be delivering to the business this tall motherfucker is currently blocking the entrance to. He doesn't want to stop and think, to answer questions.

But this one needles at him, and not just because of the static and out of tune radio for a voice the red suited thing was speaking with. The creature sounds like something out of his nightmares, and that smile he can see just in his peripherals...it's familiar.

"Does anyone start from down there, by the way? That's got to be the worst luck in all the mulitverse, to end up in a place like that without earning it."

[nomoreroom]

"Hahaha, I don't mind at all." He said, as he didn't move a single inch. He doesn't mind moving out of the way.

... He's just not going to.

He is, however, going to bend, just at the waist, peering at this newest development, before looking to the box of lunches.

"Well, old Lucifer and his kid Charlie sure started down there, I can tell you that! Most of us though, most of us just sort of stumble on down there, son.

Well, some stumble, other's get hurled face first! Depends on what you did, I guess!" Still not getting out of the way, still eyeing those lunches.

"What's the rush, kiddo?"

[brother_alone]

He's gonna have to bend pretty far. Joshua is many things but tall is not one of them. And damn if it isn't grating to have someone call him kiddo, like he's some brat that needs pandering to.

"Lucifer wasn't born down there, was he? They told us he used to be some kinda angel before he got into a dick waving contest with God." His kid though, that probably would have happened down there, surely. Or at least on Earth. Antichrist and all that. If you believe in biblical mythos at least. "Point is, why would you expect anyone here to be from there when you can see for yourself how much you stick out like the worlds gaudiest sore thumb."

A bit of steam wafts off the boxed lunches. Josh taps his foot impatiently waiting for the demon or whatever it is to just move....and there's a crackle of static. All the color bleeds out of the world leaving Alastor alone with a gaunt face glaring up at the demon. It's mouth draws back to reveal needle-like fangs in a show of force. Jagged razor sharp nails close over Joshua's shoulder possessively and the creature opens it's mouth and shrieks with a wail of a thousand blizzards rattling windows.

Bringing everything into tune again.

"...you even listening to me, bro? I'm on the clock. Move it."

[nomoreroom]

Good, let it be grating, that's half the reason he uses the pet names.

Everything Josh was saying sort of went in one ear and out the other, said ears pricking up and swiveling just a little as something far more interesting began to trickle through. The food? Interesting enough, he was actually intending on taking those. Anyone this mouthy deserved to have their delivery route ruined. And, as ever, Alastor was peckish.

And then that happened. Rather all at once, the gaunt face meeting his own, the creature's milky eyes glaring headlong into crimson ones. The pupils narrow to nothing more than the barest slits, flickering for half a second into a far odder shape, the dials of a radio.

The Radio Demon's mouth split wider into that unsettling grin, yellow teeth like a rack of thirsty razor blades just begging to be wettened, and poor, dear Josh would find himself on the end of what must look like to anyone else, a very one sided pissing match of sorts. The air suddenly rife with the sounds of static from Alastor, refusing to budge from his place or back down from the thing shrieking up at him.

And then, like that, it was gone, leaving Alastor bearing down upon poor Josh quite suddenly, clawed hands daring to land themselves heavily on the human's shoulders. It took but a second.

Jarringly, almost violently, with an audible click, the demon yanked himself back again, the manic smile and warped stare gone within a blink.

Well, the stare, anyway. The smile only vaguely softened, now tainted with a distinct expression of hunger and fascination.

" ... I got a question for you, kiddo." That didn't sound like something he was expecting to hear a 'no' in regards to.

[brother_alone]

There's definitely people stopping to stare. More than a couple are tripping over themselves to back away. Anyone with a functional fight or flight response is wetting their pants and getting the fuck out of Dodge.

No one reacts to the shriek save for Alastor himself but that wasn't a noise meant for mortal ears. Nor was the attempt to scare him away from the wendigo's claim for territory. That was all for the deerish demon and no one else. Which, might be why Joshua's eyes are only now widening with clear revulsion over the hands closing on his shoulders.

I've got a question for you, kiddo. It's a knife pressed against his throat. The barrel of a gun resting against his temple. Or worse.

So, so much worse.

"...Yeah?"

[nomoreroom]

Those eyes are darting everywhere on Josh now, looking, memorizing. The pause was almost painfully long, the demon's long ears solidly locked towards the poor human here.

"... How many are sittin' in the cab, son?" One long, clawed finger moves to tap lightly against Josh's temple, light and painless.

"I thought these were one person only."

[brother_alone]

There's still a clawed hand gripping Joshua's shoulder. Still a claw resting against his temple. Still that smile looming over him and the smell of blood starting to permeate everything and Joshua wonders if this is really happening. If he's hallucinating again but no it's touching him.

This has to be real. And behind Joshua the figure dissolves, splitting into two nearly identical figures. A woman in a beanie with her head mostly off, lolling to one side and staring with unmoving glassy eyes. A second wearing glasses with long matted hair who looks nearly human if you ignore the grey patches to her skin, the needlelike teeth, and the hunger in her eyes.

This time, when Joshua does the unthinkable and looks away from the demon he seems to see what Alastor can already see. His laugh is weak and small. This poor fuck thinks these are actually his dead sisters, doesn't he?

"Doesn't much account for crazy, does it? You can see them...can't you?"

[nomoreroom]

Ah, there they are. 'It' is, rather. He'd look away from Josh easily enough, his interest wasn't necessarily in the human, blood and hellfire stare narrowing in on the thing that halved itself. How clever! Judging from the screaming fit he was just on the receiving end of, he'd assumed the beast had no real sort of intelligence to it, but here they were!

Those eyes were more like crimson slits, the smile a glowing, yellow gash in a white face, calculations and deductions quietly being thrown about in his head until, at last, Josh got some precious, sacred space.

Alastor let go of him, and, as he straightened, took at least one lunch off the tray with him. May as well take advantage of the situation while he was at it.

"Well I don't consider myself crazy, son. I see it clear as day." 'It'. Singular. Yes he was looking at two, but he knew better, and he was going to make that much very clear. Why not? Why not see how intelligent and clever this weird, warped little soul actually was? The challenge was made, the gauntlet was thrown.

Fight him, you shrieky little motherfucker.

[brother_alone]

The whole time Joshua's been in the Nexus that's only ever happened once before, and that was during the Living Nightmare fiasco people were drug into last Halloween. But those versions of Beth and Hannah weren't real. They were Joshua's fears made manifest. Just like the Joker had been brought out for Harley.

But these two? Here and now? They've looked the same to Joshua for years now. Since they died.

Since you let us die, Big Brother.
It wants you to think you're not to blame. Pitying you.

Josh's right eye twitches with the unspoken words sinking into his skin like fangs biting into flesh. Gripping hold. Refusing to let go. He doesn't notice Alastor removing the lunch, honestly. He's having a hard enough time not slipping right out of reality and into the hell of his own mind. That shrieky motherfucker would love nothing more than to rip Alastor apart limb from limb but...

It's been starved for so long. The only way it can survive is by keeping the human it lingers by alive and tempted by a constant hunger. Sooner or later, he'd have to give in, right? It's learned long ago that Josh responds best when it mimics the sisters he no longer has.

"Always thought...was just in my head. But I guess they'd have every reason to hate me. To stick around..."

[nomoreroom]

Words just for Josh, nothing Alastor heard. Which was good for them, because he would have absolutely laughed himself sick. 'Pity' wasn't something he'd felt in years, alive or dead. Not with what he'd gotten up to when he still had an active pulse, oh no. Someone who understood pity wouldn't really be in Hell, now would they?

The demon began to pick apart his ill gotten gains as Josh doubled down on trying not to lose it, still making more direct eye contact with the spirit haunting the boy than with the actual human himself. They might only crave fresh human flesh but that wasn't going to stop him from openly and happily and smugly enjoying food in front of them anyway.

Maybe this thing had an imagination. He hoped so.

"Yeah?" He sucked a claw clean, before continuing, "Well why's that, kiddo? Are you a murderer? Don't have to hide that stuff from me, son, I've met awful worse than murderers."

He was awful worse than just a murderer.

[brother_alone]

"....Yeah. I am."

Joshua earnestly believes he is, no matter what the truth of the matter is. It's his fault his sisters are dead. Each of them have a hand on one of Joshua's shoulders now, clinging to him. Trying to pull him back into their embrace. He's so tired.

So guilty.

"Nothing I do will make up for what I've already done."

[nomoreroom]

Very interesting. Of course, Alastor made no attempt to reel him back, watching with obvious fascination as this spirit, split in two, clung to him so tightly.

Very interesting.

"Well son, how'd you do it?" His tone had dropped, soft and conspiratorial.

"What'd you do, kid? Why?"

[brother_alone]

Why did you want us to die, Big Brother?

Why do you hate us?

Why didn't you come save us, Joshua?

We were supposed to be together forever. A family.

Their nails splinter and leak pus and rot unseen over Joshua's clothes as they dig into his shoulders. Their vile whispers coil around the young man's heart and squeeze it in their vicelike grip.

"My negligence killed my sisters." Why didn't you save us big Brother? Why did you want us to die?! "They suffered because of me. Starved because of me. Stuck alone in a cave to die--"

Maggots are spilling from their mouths now and still they whisper and the insects wriggle and writhe on Joshua's shoulders and none of it is real and yet it is. Because this spirit is making it real for Josh. Tapping into his mental illness and feeding him hallucinations. Auditory, visual. A prison he can't escape.

Why did you do it?

"I....I didn't mean..." Excuses. Why? Why Big Brother? Why? Josh wants to sob the answer but he doesn't have the strength left. He raises empty green eyes to Alastor and swallows his reasons. "Because I"m a monster. And all a monster is good for is hurting others."

[nomoreroom]

"Let 'em waste away, huh?" He switched his attention constantly from either specter, to the miserable boy, letting the poor thing wallow in his own self loathing and agony as he mulled over his options here.

"Shoved 'em right in huh?" Yes he'd pick, why wouldn't he? Judging from how absolutely distraught the young man was, he was going to guess the answer was 'no', but still!

"Or you might as well have?

Well.

That's not so bad.

People have done worse than not care. Being careless ain't a sin now is it?"

[brother_alone]

Joshua's used to people taking his side. People who don't know better, who think he's someone he's not. People who don't have to see what he's done to his sisters, the most important people in his life. He hates it, every time. It's not your fault. You couldn't have known. What if you'd gone with? You'd be dead too.

Alastor doesn't do that.

Joshua takes the blame and this creature lets him. It doesn't feel good, no. But it feels necessary. Finally, there's someone who sees Joshua for what he is and not what people wish he was instead. Someone who sees the monster lurking underneath Josh's skin. Or at least, if he doesn't, he's willing to say he does to see what happens.

"I hurt other people too. Lots. The people I blamed for my sisters' deaths because I didn't want to blame myself. There's folks I don't even know dead--killed by the guy I worked for and I helped him do it. I'm a part of all this...terrible shit. That's got to be a sin."

[nomoreroom]

Spooling all these crime confessions out of him with hardly any effort, one might think Alastor was playing the part of a confessional here.

Well, sort of!

Not in any manner that was going to end constructively however.

"Well son, being stupid isn't a sin!

But helping someone murder folks, well. That's a different story altogether, isn't it?" He wasn't going to argue with Joshua's logic at all here.

But beating him with it didn't seem terribly necessary either.

"So you hurt a lot of people, your sisters are dead, and you helped out a murderer. Shoot, kid, you're on a fast track right to the pit, aren't you?" There's a bark of static laden laughter.

"Nothing you can do for it now! You're damned no matter what road you try to take!

Let me tell you something, personal lesson here, kiddo, listen up: At a certain point, you'll just have to accept you won't ever be any good at being good. Does that make sense? You'll try and you'll try, and that won't ever be enough, and you'll have dug yourself so far down you can hear all of Hell scratching at the bedrock for you.

Why bother crying over spilled milk, huh? Damned if you do, damned if you don't. Why not have some fun with being a monster? Since you don't have a choice anymore in being one, right?"

[brother_alone]

Joshua's needed to say these things aloud for so long but no one wanted to hear them. He doesn't feel free to have them out in the open now. But he does feel vindicated. As though he's finally sure of anything when it comes to his own messed up head.

And Alastor speaks the truths he's whispered to himself for so long.

He's no good at being good. No matter how hard he tries--and he does try, so very very hard--he's always going to be a monster. The Joshua Washington everyone wants him to be is just one more lie he made up to try and fit in. It's not who he is. It's never been him at all. The man who cheerfully whistled to himself as he chloroformed his sister's old flame and one of his best friends just to make her see him as the villain he already saw himself as...that's who he is.

The man who made his best friend choose between his life and the girl that was coming between their time together. The man who recorded their very real terror and suffering with intentions to put it online just to make them all hate him even a fraction of the amount he hated himself before he ended everything.

How could Joshua Washington ever think he could be anyone else? Why does he feel so afraid that Alastor sees him the way he's always felt when he looked into a mirror?

"...You're right."